Finally, the cooking part of F&N's over and done with.
I think that's like a major relief.
Thank god (and I mean literally) for a mother like mine.
Else, I think I'll be dead by now.
You know, I think I'm a very difficult person to live with.
Sometimes, I contradict myself.
Then I get very choosy and picky.
And did I mention how petty I can be?
Not to forget snobish and arrogant.
On the contray, I can be a really fun, person.
A real livewire (livewire, not wild-child. Note the difference. Like duh, there is one!)
So on the whole, I'm just an unassuming unpredictable person who'll blow her top and hurl really insightful insults at you, should you push the wrong buttons.
So mind your words. But then again, you don't really have to. I think.
See? Told you. I'm just downright unassuming.
The bottomline of this rant is, to all those who have managed to stick with me like rice paste, thankyou very much.
I think I should be less frank.
Sometimes I feel like I say things which hurt people, and I don't realise that.
Perhaps it's beause I'm not used to beating around the bush.
I'm working on that characteristic of mine.
Goodness, Aishwarya Rai is so gorgeous.
Anna and I were having this really interesting (and gossipy) chat earlier on.
She's fun. And funny. And alot like me (:
I think we can both be blur-blobs and have crappy convos all day long. =)
Especially about America's Next Top Model, Hollywood, diets, full-figures and etc;
I wanted to paint my nails.
But I forgot.
No, I din't forget to paint them.
I forgot what colour I wanted to paint them in.
God, just kill me.
Anyway, for now I think we all have better things to worry about then the colour of my nails.
Like the mid-years for instance?
Seriously.
DHIVVYA! FOCUS!
Right.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Beyonce is gorgeous.
I can't seem to say that enough.
Anyway, since Aiah's on course and dosen't wana drive back so late into the night, Mum, Dad and I left for out destinations early in the morning.
Yeah, My parents and I are like THIS (does the Tyra Banks finger knotting move)
I wonder why kids these days are so embarassed about their parents.
I mean, sriously speaking, I think I embarass THEM.
School was (takes a deep breath)..
..okay..
I don't really like school.
No rhyme or reason, it's just like that.
Anyway, met Jo on the way home.
I want an ANIMAL bag and pencil case.
THEY'RE SO GORGEOUS!
Jo has promised to follow me to Vivo to get them.
But the brand's really expensive.
Oh well, the advantages being the
ONLY child brings..
this music is LOVE.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Prelims Oral (English language) today.
I felt absolutely nothing.
No tingling sensation, no butterflies in my stomach, no fear, no glory that I aced it, no sense of relief, nothing.
Athi asked me how it went, I just shrugged, packed up and left.
For the record, I don't think I aced it.
My form did this thing today and for once the class was united.
She spoke of issues that surfaced, namely the racial and national discrimination.
I guess I've always been rather sensitive so people usually watch their tongue when around me, but I still feel very bitter hearing random remarks.
In fact, I snapped at this person in my class upon getting the opportunity because I loathed him to some extent in the past for being a senseless blabbermouth and firing words lossely.
I know I should be over it and technically forget everything, but I kinda find it hard to put aside something that has hurt me in the past before.
It's like, I want so badly to make that person pay for everything he's said in the past.
I'm agressive, which is a known-fact so why do morons provoke me?
Oh whatever.
Anyway, I had fun with Jes, Cheryl, Huijen and Xin Yi, blabbering away in the waiting room.
I mean, a HOT japense guy taking us for the real oral examination?
God-dammit, we're all roasted turkeys.
(:
this music is LOVE.
Friday, April 13, 2007
Your Sensitivity Score: 56% |
As far as sensitivity goes, you're a lot more in tune than most people.You can't help but be touched by what's around you - good and bad.But when things do get really bad around you, you are strong enough not to break down. |
I flunked my English common test.
However I'm not depressed, In fact a little more motivated if that's possible.
I know I blanked out during the paper and that I din't bother.
Yet, I managed to score as I did.
I technically din't even read the passages and my summary wasn't even 70 words.
I guess Mrs. R knows that as well.
I'm really thankful for the mass of supportive people around me. (:
I just had a heated argument with a friend.
Yet, I feel some soothing sensation, it refuses to let me feel sorrowful.
I'm just.. happy.
I think my class poses as a huge dissapointment to all who believe, and distraction for the sincerely inquisive.
Why can't we just pull our act together?
Ok, being logical, everyone has their own turning point.
We can't force anyone to direct their enthusiasm towards something they couldn't care less about.
All we can do is hope they realise whatever before there's no turning back.
this music is LOVE.
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
A lent me her
'Size 14 is not fat' by Meg Cabot.
I don't usually read the Cabot woman, I think she's seriously lame.
No wait, she might not be, maybe just her
story lines.
P.s, please do not sue me for my opinion(s). We're all poor people ):I think I'd better attach that last statement to all of my posts from now on.
Checked out the number of people who've been sued over opinions lately?
Geesh, It's like, if you're looking for a get-rich-quick scheme;
Just
google your name and check out blogs that say stuff about you without the words 'I think' or 'In my opinion' in front.
Then, sue them.
Speaking of which, I'm
anxiously anticipating the 6
th Harry Potter instalment.
I've
pre-ordered it, so I'll be the first few ones to read.
And then I'll tell you the storyline and spoil your whole
semester. HA.
OK, whatever.
Anyway, N's just
downright polluted.She's been checking out asses all week.
I'm not going to school tomorrow.
I
wanna watch
THE NAMESAKE again.
BECAUSE IT'S SO SO SO SO SO SO
GOOD.
(c:
this music is LOVE.
Thursday, April 5, 2007
I am absolutely grateful.
I love Nisah.
I love her eternity.
I love her for her selflessness, for tolerating me, for caring and for bothering.
But most of all, I love her because she's got such a great impact in my life.
I love how she's genuinely worried and has such child-like innocence upon her.
I love my parents.
I love them for everything I can't even mention.
This is a thankyou post.
I am without a doubt one of the most blessed souls on the surface of the earth.
I love god.
Thankyou god, for everything.
We had oral today.
Mrs. Rethinem picked me to be her model.
I think I dissapointed her.
My conversation was too prolonged.
Let's just not hope I get this really hot, gorgeous guy as my examinor on the day of my oral.
Because if that happens and I'm made to speak about stress..
..Then I'm one DEAD DUCK.
this music is LOVE.
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
I don't feel burdened and heavy today.
In fact, I feel light and relieved.
I feel happy. Estatic actually.
I felt fear till up to the moment I reached home,
fear for all the impossibilities.
So I wondered why not it be me who turns all the negatives into the positives?
I was an optimistic person, till the clouds formed above my head and removed to go.
So I did.
I pushed away the negetive vibes.
Why don't you do your chores today and anticipate a peaceful tomorrow?
6 months to Os.
That's the best way I can put it.
So make it, or break it.
I'm gona' make it.
Make more productive use of your time.
The results will stump you.
this music is LOVE.